You give someone an inch, they take a mile, and your set back a decade.
As human beings, we have very little control. I hope to die, and return as a god.
Ever have an amazing night, and it all falls apart in a matter of two measly seconds? My mother knows a lot about me that she never knew. And I know it’s going to upset her, but I believe this brings her a step closer to seeing the person I truly am. No this is how I act around my mother bullshit. She pulled back the covers.. And revealed everything.
Don’t really know what’s going on. Actually allow me to rephrase that… I don’t like what’s going on but I don’t have to deal with it for very much longer. It’s strange, people can affect you in the most powerful ways without your consent. It’s difficult to not care at times, but thank god a bitch can throw on an act real quick and get through it all without letting anyone see me sweat. Even though in the back of my mind.. Everyones got me read like a book and are just laughing at me. Great mindset right? But that’s only in the back of my mind. But allow me to explain… I keep going back to September and wishing things went differently. It’s selfish way to think, but I really can’t help it
